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Quintessence

by Jayne Karma Lamo

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Spinning My head is spinning Sometimes it feels like the evil is winning I look around I start to drown I feel like my words don’t make a sound They don’t make a sound Each newscast feels like a punch To the gut To the gut I can’t handle all of this stuff All of this stuff All of this stuff Get me off this misguided bus Or it will be the death of us Get me off this misguided bus Or it will be the death of us Oh when it gets too much I can’t help but laugh I can’t help but laugh Oh when it gets too much I can’t help but laugh I can’t help but laugh Turning My stomach’s turning As I watch the world burning They’ve gone insane It is so plain But we have no one but ourselves to blame Ourselves to blame Each newscast feels like a punch To the gut To the gut I can’t handle all of this stuff All of this stuff All of this stuff Get me off this misguided bus Or it will be the death of us Get me off this misguided bus Or it will be the death of us Oh when it gets too much I can’t help but laugh I can’t help but laugh Oh when it gets too much I can’t help but laugh I can’t help but laugh Oh when it gets too much I can’t help but laugh I can’t help but laugh Oh when it gets too much I can’t help but laugh I can’t help but laugh Can’t help but laugh Can’t help but laugh Each newscast feels like a punch To the gut To the gut Each newscast feels like a punch To the gut To the gut Each newscast feels like a punch To the gut To the gut
2.
I Lost It 04:25
When it’s on the tip of your tongue but you can’t taste it When it’s on the edge of your mind and you don’t wanna waste it When you can feel it in your heart and you can’t shake it When you’re holding it in your hand afraid you will break it Feel like I’ve been hit by A meteor Feel like I’ve been hit by A meteor Feel like I’ve been hit by A meteor Feel like I’ve been hit by A meteor When it’s on the tip of your tongue but you can’t taste it When it’s on the edge of your mind and you don’t wanna waste it When you can feel it in your heart and you can’t shake it When you’re holding it in your hand afraid you will break it I lost it Then I found it again I lost it Then I found it again Feel like I’ve been hit by A meteor Feel like I’ve been hit by A meteor Feel like I’ve been hit by A meteor Feel like I’ve been hit by A meteor
3.
Poison 03:32
Your words like poison Your eyes are empty pits Your face shows ugliness It bleeds out from within Your image fades to black I'm dodging an attack I don't have the time to be a victim to your crime I wanna be alone I'm making my way home I won't pick up when you call Please don't bother me at all Your face shows ugliness It bleeds out from within Your words like poison Your eyes are empty pits I got it I got it I got it I got it I got it I got it I got it I got it Your image fades to black I'm dodging an attack I don't have the time to be a victim to your crime I wanna be alone I'm making my way home I won't pick up when you call Please don't bother me at all
4.
Magic 05:02
Nothing feels as good as Being a part of Something bigger than yourself Nothing feels as good as Being a part of Something bigger than yourself Reaching out, reaching in Turning inside out again Reaching out, reaching in Turning inside out again Sharing a moment Where it’s all magic Sharing a moment Where it’s all magic Sharing a moment Where it’s all magic Sharing a moment Where it’s all magic Reaching out, reaching in Turning inside out again Reaching out, reaching in Turning inside out again Reaching out, reaching in Turning inside out again Reaching out, reaching in Turning inside out again
5.
History 05:59
If I could travel in time I wonder what threads Would unwind If I could see the future I wonder if it would Change my mind If you could change your history Would you write yourself A different story Is it even possible to change The karma you are fated to exchange We are all Written in the pages Of the atoms of The universe Everyone you know Has their own seeds to sow And the garden of time She isn’t always kind Like it or not The present tense is all you got So open up and see We each have our own destiny We are all Written in the pages Of the atoms of The universe Everything you do The colour of your past It surrounds you Everything you see The present tense is shaped by your history Everything you do The colour of your past It surrounds you Everything you see The present tense is shaped by your history Everything you do The colour of your past It surrounds you Everything you see The present tense is shaped by your history
6.
Faster Love 03:53
Scared to be alone But afraid to stay He’s got The story of his father Running though his veins Lookin for…. Faster love The kind you throw away, oh Faster love Only here for a day Out of sight Out of mind Out of sight Out of mind You see, Life’s a journey Even if you run away Oh, the same road it will find you Even when you try to stray Can’t remember when he felt at home Always living with the shame He’s livin in His homemade prison That he can’t escape Always gettin'…. Faster love The kind you throw away, oh Faster love Only here for a day Out of sight Out of mind Out of sight Out of mind You see, Life’s a journey Even if you run away Oh, the same road it will find you Even when you try to stray Faster love Faster love
7.
Wild 04:19
There’s a beast That’s been stirring inside of me Since I was a little child And I can’t keep Her trapped inside Cause she’s setting fires I bow down to the wildness That’s inside of me And all around In the sky The water And the ground I want to Run naked in the woods and I want to Set fire to my home and leave I want to Run naked in the woods and I want to Set fire to my home and leave Oh and leave Ohhh but she must be tempered With love and wisdom Ohhh but she must be tempered With love and wisdom I want to Run naked in the woods and I want to Set fire to my home and leave I want to Run naked in the woods and I want to Set fire to my home and leave Oh and leave Oh the wildness is part of your soul Oh and you are just a drop in the bowl
Oh the wildness is part of your soul Oh and you are just a drop in the bowl Oh grandmother join me Dance in the woods with me Oh great grandmother teach me To temper the wildness within me Oh grandmother join me Dance in the woods with me Oh great grandmother teach me To temper the wildness within me Within me
8.
I saw a star Shining in the night sky She pointed me In the right direction The clouds rolled in They circled round And I saw my reflection I am afraid That I have lost my only beacon Success is terrifying It lights me up And then it burns me down Success is terrifying It lights me up And then it burns me down And I wonder why I can’t be satisfied With what I’ve got With what I’ve got…… I saw my star Out of the corner of my eye She always shines brightest When I’m not even looking Fascinating how I Can be right on the edge of it And still not feel it So I talk to myself And I feign the courage The courage to be more than I am…. And I tell myself I am going to be Stronger than, stronger than, stronger than I ever thought I could be And still stronger And I tell myself I am going to be Stronger than, stronger than, stronger than I ever thought I could be And still stronger And I tell myself I am going to be Stronger than, stronger than, stronger than I ever thought I could be And still stronger And I tell myself I am going to be Stronger than, stronger than, stronger than I ever thought I could be And still stronger And still stronger Stronger…
9.
Womb 05:08
I used to know you At least I thought I did I saw you fall Now we don’t talk at all I saw you your picture The other day Your eyes are not the same Your face has changed You reached out to me Wanted to know how I have been Would I join you there It’s so comfortable Don’t turn away I can’t follow you there Don’t turn away I wont stay with you here I know it feels safe I know It feels safe where you are I know it feels safe I know it feels safe where you are I know it feels safe I know it feels safe where you are I know it feels safe I know it feels safe where you are Where you are Where you are I know it feels safe I know It feels safe where you are I know it feels safe I know it feels safe where you are
10.
Spider 05:01
She was like a spider And he loved her A terrible desire Set him on fire One look in her sapphire eyes He was done for Oh, he would have killed Or died for her Ohhh She was so cold Calculating Ohhh Like the moon Uninhabitable But that smile Crushed like a diamond She made him hers Ohhh she couldn’t let let him go Ohhh how she broke him She broke him in two He came unglued Ohhh She was so cold Calculating Ohhh Like the moon Uninhabitable But that smile Let me die a while Let me die a while She was like a spider
11.
Emerge 03:57
I emerge From my cocoon Not a butterfly But a moth I emerge From my cocoon Not a butterfly But a moth I emerge From my cocoon Not a butterfly But a moth I emerge From my cocoon Not a butterfly But a moth
12.
I’ve never felt so alone, standing in a crowded room The lights are on but you missed the sense of impending doom Have you ever had a moment where you realized That everyone around you is gonna die Everyone around you is gonna die I’ve never felt so exposed as I am standing in front of you The neurons are firing but you’ve blown a fuse Have you ever woken up from a daydream But everyone around you is still asleep Everyone around you is still asleep What’s it gonna take for you to awaken Past your conditioning I thought the hammer had dropped, but You’re still walkin on, Walkin that walk
Talkin that talk, like we’re not In this awful mess we’ve gotten Ourselves tangled up in I know it’s hard to see those knots from within But look up for a moment and take stock I know it’s a shock, but you gotta get off This sinkin ship Before you lose more than you ever knew could be lost I’ve never felt so repulsed as I do when I look at you I can see the remedy but you haven’t got a clue Have you ever had a moment where you stepped outside And noticed everyone around you has lost their minds Everyone around you has lost their minds What is it that you need to break yourself free From this failing ideology Get up off your knees Stop feeding their greed I can guarantee this isn’t what you need So don’t follow the blind, or the unkind Open up your mind and you’ll see we’ve been tryin’ To show you what’s in front of your face Before we lose the entire human race Before we lose the entire human race
13.
I come from the North I ride a white horse I carry my blade And you will know my name I am covered with blood I ride through the mud When I beat my drum The woman warriors will come I will come for you in the night You will know I am here because I am ready to fight I will take from you that which you have taken from me And I’ll be ready to plant a new seed I am here for your men I will bury them We are the warriors three Mother maiden and me You will feel my rage Now that I’m out of my cage I will ride to your town And burn it to the ground I will come for you in the night You will know I am here because I am ready to fight I will take from you that which you have taken from me And I’ll be ready to plant a new seed And I’ll be ready to plant a new seed Ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai Ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai Ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai Ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai ai We will bury their bones And we will make a new home We will plant a great tree Where they will remember me They will say my name by the fire They will tell the children of a great funeral pyre They will reach their hands to the sky And on the wind my spirit will fly And on the wind my spirit will fly
14.
Hell's Road 04:47
You say you want to go to heaven But the only place left is hell You say you want to go to heaven But not from what I can tell You say you want to go to heaven But you don’t want to pay the toll You say But you’re walking hell’s road You are digging your own hole You are digging your own hole You say you But all your chivalry is fake You say you But you’re headin’ for the fiery lake You are digging your own hole You are digging your own hole You are digging your own hole You are digging your own hole
15.
On a late, cold November afternoon As I was walking by the lake I saw him standing at the edge of the dock Running his fingers through his auburn hair As if he could feel my eyes from behind He turned and our gaze met And I knew him But the next moment, suddenly I watched as he plunged himself Into the depths of the icy water I ran, dropping my coat, and kicking off my shoes Taking a deep breath, I willed myself to jump As I hit the water, I let out a scream Underneath I went, swimming towards the bottom The water was thick with weeds But clear enough to see I swam in circles for what seemed like an eternity But he wasn’t there He wasn’t there He wasn’t there
16.
Headlights on, driving home in the rain Every day is exactly the same He opens the door, hangs his coat, looks her way Neither of them have much left to say He heads to bed, after a quite night He wonders if it was better when they used to fight It’s like all the air has been sucked out of the room Something needs to change, and it needs to happen soon And he knows it will never be as it was But he’s forgotten how to show her his love It takes two, to repair a broken heart But one of them’s got to be ready to start It takes two to repair a broken heart But it only takes one to tear it apart She makes him breakfast, same thing as yesterday She watches him drink his coffee in the usual way She remembers the day that she walked down the isle She never imagined that anchor would be so fragile She’s stuck in the past, she longs for days of old Before both of their hearts had grown so cold She tries her best, swallows her pride, takes on the day But she wonders if she’d really miss him if he went away And she feels helpless, and she feels alone She wonders if her house will ever feel like a home It takes two to repair a broken heart You have to decide that it’s better than being apart It takes two to repair a broken heart But some things weren’t meant to be, right from the start Right from the start Right from the start

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The 5th studio release from Jayne Karma Lamo - departing from her softer stylings into heavier post-grunge elements, while still maintaining her signature, dreamy alt-rock essence with brain-tingling harmonies and endless layers of glittery goodness.

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released September 25, 2023

Written, recorded and produced by Jayne Wood

Featuring:
Marty Carter
Reo Sawada
Darkwater and Stars
Mr Gleam

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Jayne Karma Lamo Salmo, British Columbia

Jayne is a neurodiverse artist from Salmo, BC, Canada. A solo artist and multi-instrumentalist. She writes, records, and produces all her own music in her home studio. Most of her tunes build in intensity and have many rich layers of dreamy, ethereal guitars and lush vocal harmonies. Jayne also creates music for healing and runs local sound immersion events with gongs, crystal bowls and more. ... more

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